my promise to myself

i promise to myself..

because i don't have the guts to promise with other people anymore..

to whom it might concerned..

i am sorry if i reneged some of my promises to you all..

it's now 3.50pm of october 6th..

i promise to myself, from now on i will change to be a better person just after i have settled the BIGGEST problem that i ever had..

ya Allah, please don't ever pull out my strength to still alive happily..

only you, the place for me to complain every single thing of my thoughts..

give me a space & an easy way so that everything that i am doing will be simplified..

dear books, lecturers & friends..

i am sorry for ignoring you before..

i swear that all of you will be my main focus afterwards..

with His willingness, amen..

hopefully i will still have the opportunity to return to the right way back..

i believe that some things are not impossible to be done if we have a high determination to do something..

to the person that i have did the BIGGEST sin to you..

i am really sorry..

i really have to do that or else me myself will be in trouble..

hopefully you will forgive me dear..

lets meet peacefully insyaAllah in the heaven..

i will always pray for you..

you are the first person that i will always remember in every my prayers..